how do you express the inexpressable?

words

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Originally uploaded by emma b.

i finished my writer's course today. i realized i have discovered more about myself than about my writings.

words are intertwined in me. words do not start living before you use them. words are dynamic, but only when they are tried out.

one year.

10 insights.

Exam

Spm
Originally uploaded by mortsan.

It's 01.08 and I just got back down south for my exam tomorrow. I never really got the jitters about exams. Strange. Nevertheless, this time around it's not that big of a deal. It'll work out somehow.

Time is an issue these days, though. My days are filled to the rim of all the joys of life, and the weeks keep on ticking in.

I enjoyed the oblivious trip from Trondheim and down to Oslo. I got some time to take it all in. Love it.

But this exam bit, what is it all about?

Fingers

Fingers
Originally uploaded by mortsan.

Had a wonderful week. Kicked off with my 27th birthday celebration.

Breakfast in bed.
Chocolate cake.
Dinner.
Friends.
Trip.
Café.

Alice.

Ylayali.

Happy, happy!

lucid

lucid
Originally uploaded by antimethod.

Just plain impressive.

Emotion.

No touch ground.

Ground.

Sunday morning

Sunday morning
Originally uploaded by mortsan.

How happy can a man be? I'm on the verge of bursting of happiness. Life has this strange and fantastic ability to surprise at every turn. Every minute is a chance to turn everything around. Fear is not an enemy. Sitting by my table with a cup of coffee, reading newspapers, surfing, waiting for my girlfriend. Just listening to the wind. Hear the wind sing. Wait a moment. Hang on.

Me. Glory, glory.

Happy.

Autumn leaves

Korea_November
Originally uploaded by phunkstarr.

Spent some time with the ever great fall romance this past week. Autumn strikes me as the most romantic time of the year. Really. And this time around I feel struck down like a bolt of lightning. I'm in love. Hard and heavy. Crazy days. Fabulous girl just pops up like that when I had control in my life.

Hm.

Life's unpredictable as the day.

Eva Cassidy would have loved this picture...

Gutter

Brostein
Originally uploaded by mortsan.

More rain. And I keep on enjoying it. My heart's rejoying, you see. A girl came strolling into my life. I'm all smiles and even a rainy gutter like this makes me get all happy inside.

:-)

Rainy days

Bedroom view
Originally uploaded by mortsan.

It just doesn't stop does it? I've got an increasing feeling it rains more than it used too. Not only here, but thinking back and to the places I've lived. Tokyo, Venice, Milan, Kristiansand, Horten, London and places I've travelled - it just seems to keep on raining.

I don't mind rain, though. Even though I get this Blade Runner-feeling. Just keep on pouring down, or more like drizzle actually...

Strange...

Lounge

For the first time in a long time I've had a quiet evening, and a chance to recover from the last weeks ravaging speed of things. Studies, job and moving into my new apartment. It's been quiet a ride. Tonight I had plans to writing one of many essays I have due, but my head decided agains it. I simply had to have a breather. Anyway, I managed to turn in one essay, a group essay today. So I shouldn't feel to bad.

I just sat here in front of my tv and PB and chatted, read, listened to music I haven't listened to for a while, sipping wine and dining fine. All the while the rain was hammering down on the roof of this town. Marvelous.

It's been a good evening.

Hands

Hands
Originally uploaded by mortsan.

I remember this moment when I was riding my new bike along the coast, thinking of what to do about my life. Everything was so quiet and still. But new things were coming my way. I just had to wait and see.

Testing waters

Just checking in again after a long hiatus. I think I'll start posting again. Moved to Trondheim. Lots of things have happened. Moved forward a notch in life's inevitable progress. I think I'll pick it up again. Thoughts and hindsights.